when clouds roll in
over a sky of blue
and you can’t see the eclipse-
what’s a girl to do?
take a picture
I’m not really the best at planning ahead, so naturally I did not have a pair of “eclipse” glasses laying around the house. But honestly, I wasn’t really interested in watching it… I’m just not that into you.
Until I noticed the sky got all strange looking…and then I couldn’t look away.
I admit it- I was sucked into the eclipse obsession, trying my hardest NOT to look up, but still look around at all the cool clouds and colors.
While the eclipse was a bust here in Charlottesville, I experienced my own personal “eclipse” that day. It seemed as if a cloud were hanging over me when I woke that morning, and I was desperate to see the light of the Lord. This was partly my own fault. I’ve been spending way too much time watching the news and surfing the internet… spending time doing meaningless things that I could be spending with the Lord. So I did everything I could to get my heart and mind completely focused on Him.
I turned off the tv. I prayed. I read scriptures. I cried as I read through the Psalms…
Because your love is better than life,
my lips will glorify you.
I will praise you as long as I live,
and in your name I will lift up my hands. Psalm 63
I prayed that verse over and over. Because His love is better than life. And the more I prayed it, the more my heart felt it. He is everything. He gives me life. And I thought- why would I ever choose to do anything other than praise the Lord when I have any “down time”? It is through worship that He fills me up!
Then I watched church on youtube. The first service I clicked on happened to be a baptism service. It was so beautiful- on one side of the stage, there were people leading worship, and on the other, a pastor was baptizing and praying with people. You could hear the cheers as the people were baptized. I was so moved- I cried tears of joy for these people I’d never even met!
I mean- I was all wrapped up in worship. Hands raised, crying, singing…
And then I moved on over to the piano. Words and music flowed out of me effortlessly.
It was such an amazing God-filled day.
It made me really think about how I was spending my “down” time on a regular basis-
Are the things I’m doing bringing me closer to the Lord?
Or are they taking precious time away from Him?
His love is better than life.
Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. Philippians 4:8