Time keeps ticking away, and some days I wanna hit the “pause” button.
In a few short weeks, we will have been in our home for 15 years. I can’t even wrap my mind around that! When we first moved here, my oldest was a baby, and we didn’t have my youngest until the next summer. I had my life all planned out- I’d teach lessons for a few years and then we would move back to our hometown…
and then that didn’t happen.
I always felt like I was waiting for the next move, or the next big thing. Little did I know- that big thing for me was God calling me into ministry- right here! And what a blessing it has been to follow Him and serve Him- even when “following Him” means staying put.
But I keep thinking about how quickly these 15 years have gone… and how quickly my girls will be grown. This mom can’t bear the thought of all the changes that will happen in the next few years!
I have found myself CONSTANTLY saying “I can’t believe how fast these years are going by…” I recently joked with my husband that this is how I begin all of my conversations with him.
And then the other day- I leashed the dogs up to take them outside, and as I stepped off of each stair of our front porch- I heard the creaking of weathered wood and saw the rusty nails. Again, I began to think of all the years I carried my babies up those stairs- and how even the front porch has aged!
And in a split second, I felt the Lord nudge me and He whispered-
Stop looking behind you- there’s SO MUCH for you to look forward to.
It was a brief moment, but one that has shifted this nostalgic mindset of mine!
He is always doing something NEW…
and if this momma is so busy lamenting and thinking about the past-
I might miss it 🙂
But as it is written:
“Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, Nor have entered into the heart of man
The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.” 1 Corinthians 2:9
He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see and fear the Lord and put their trust in him. — Psalm 40:3