I spend a lot of my time feeling distracted.
Being a creative person- there’s always some song I am compelled to play on the piano, or an amazing sunset I want to take a picture of… or I am inspired to read my Bible, or write. All of these things require my undivided attention, but with two teenage daughters, a husband, two dogs, and a home to take care of- there is always something else that needs my attention when I’m at home.
And this has, at times, led me to being very frustrated.
But He is really opening my eyes to something…
In my quest to focus on my creative outlets, my ultimate desire in doing this is to have time with Him. That is when I feel closest to Him- when I am quietly and focused, in my creative zone, with no other distractions around me.
But His presence never leaves me, and my fellowship with Him is continuous- no matter if I am alone or in a room full of people. No matter if I am driving with my daughters to school, or cooking dinner with two dogs barking underfoot. He is helping me to live in the moment, and to recognize that He is using ALL things- even the things that distract me- to strengthen my walk with Him. In fact, I will say that this is a huge “aha” moment for me- that I am able to see distractions as part of His will for each moment of my day.
One of my dogs will sit at my bedroom door in the morning, and he whines until I get up to let him out. He is waking up earlier and earlier, and I am not always a happy camper when I roll out of the bed at 5am to let him out. But the other day, as I leashed my dogs up, I realized what a blessing it is to be up so early- and to have all that quiet time.
I sat down on the couch that morning, and as I reveled in the peace and quiet- I noticed an eerie glow coming through the dining room window and the kitchen. Distracted from my “quiet time”, I got up and looked outside, and the clouds were absolutely stunning- it was like they were on fire.
It was such a beautiful moment for me, because I felt that little nudge from Him-
He is there in the quiet moments…
and He’s right there in the distractions, too.
Fix your eyes on Jesus- Hebrews 12:2